I took him for granted and I don't deserve him at all.
The pain is indescribable.
Sometimes keeping things to yourself is better. I rather not to bother someone else. But somehow I feel that one day, just one fine day, I will explode and go haywire.
I keep thinking they are meant to come and make your head spin and bring you up to heaven and bam, they throw you to hell.

Some incident I am talking about above has happened few years back and some happened recently.


I love life but I am too tight up. :/