你最近还好吗?
你和她还在一起吗?
看来你还没离开我的心里.
我很想你, 可是我不能拥有你.
昨晚竟然梦见你.
我知道在梦里和真实世界是不一样的.
但是梦见你之后我发现我真的很想念你.
可是你心里已经有了另一个她.
虽然你爱得人不是我,
可是只要你开心,我就会开心.
希望你会和她很开心的在一起到永远.
祝你幸福, 快乐.
爱你的我.

Okay, it's morning 10.26am, I am near to tears but held it back.
Well I did sneeze several times.


If I fall, will you try to catch me?
If I cry, will you hold me in your arms and cheer me up?
If I am angry, will you be able to tolerate me?
If I need some love, will you be able to give me?
If all I need to silence, will you be able to sense and let me be alone?
I know you can. I also know no one else can.
But you are far from me, with someone else.
I can only let things so by the flow. If we're not supposed to be, then so be it.


I AM SO NOT GONNA MARRY ANYONE.
CHICKEN FUCKERS, SO FRUSTRATED NOW.