I learned a lot today.
Through ever experience you had, good or bad, happy or sad, you will realize that when you give up, you lose. If you stand firm, you win.
But some times you have to give in.
Not because you are weak. It is because you are strong. Strong to handle the hardships you will get after you gave in.
Reasons why people can handle hardships is because God sent an Angel down to look after you.


Your mind is so polluted.
Your logic is hay wire. I do not think I should obey any of your rules. I do what I want. And what I want is to make God proud of me.

If you think you have suffered a lot, think again.
I will be the first to say I have suffered more than you.
Because you don't know what kind of crazy mind I have.
A mind that can start a conversation with itself.
Yes it is true. That's why some times I am very indecisive.
I have a weird mind. I know.
But this is a brain that God gave me. I treasure it because it is unique.
(Anyone have crazy brains too? :D)


Sadly I don't like to share my story with people, unless you are extremely close with me. :D
Not easy to get my trust, you know. :D

Basically, I love God for giving me wonderful friends that understand me well.
I love God for guiding me.
Was having a ted bit of trouble wondering of some stuff and some one told me a similar story but it happened too quickly I thought of what I would do if I were in that situation and realized hey I am in that situation and I sort of know what to do.
God is so AMAZING! :D
Can anybody please say Amen? :) (I am just trying to act like a pastor. >< Well at least the pastor in my church behaves like this. But he's really cool.)


I have grown fatter! :(
Sad or what? :(
but oh well, not the first time I've became fat. So I don't mind.
Actually it is the first time I've became fat.
Cause I have eating disorder when I was young.
I was very skinny when I was young!


My eyes are getting very itchy cause the solution from my mask got into my eyes.


My sister just made me laugh hysterically and my mask was ruined. -.-
It's a whitening mask by the way. She got it when she went to Show Luo's concert.
They gave it to her. But I don't know for what. Should give something that signifies him right?
Weird.


Okay I guess I gonna turn in soon I feel so TIRED!

nights ya all! :D


Look who's the real chicken hiding now. :)

It is so amazing how we have lives. How we can move, eat, talk, sleep, touch, feel, hate and love.
It is amazing because even though scientists found cell and bacteria living in our bodies, they still cannot explain how it got there, how it was made and how it knew what it should be doing.
This is where God come in.
God gave us freedom to move from places to place, eat from a wide range of choices, talk to interact, sleep when you are mentally and/or physically tired, touch to feel warmth, feel love and hate, know hate is not good and can be avoided just that people do not know how and know love is something everyone can obtain but do not know how.
By able to move around gives us the chance to interact with different people, but this might cause hatred to one or many people if they cannot interact well. But they might also be able to be acquaintance if they communicate well.
Able to eat is also able to feel how fortunate you are to be able to enjoy food. Pity and jealousy are also formed through this.
Able to communicate means we are able to love and hate.
Able to sleep so we can have plentiful of rest each and every day, but that means we have lesser time to do things we want. But if one is content with life, he will not mind not having enough time although life is very short.
Able to touch to feel temperature.
Able to feel emotions of a person is important in communicating.
It is a blessing to love. Someone who cannot love is just yet another 'living zombie'. I might be one living zombie, but I will find an antidote to cure this 'sickness', just not yet the time.
To hate is to love. Hating someone is the same as loving someone.
You hate that person, you curse them all the time. You love that person, you miss the person all the time. But by hating someone, it brings you sadness. Loving someone gives you hope.

I love God for giving me all these benefits in life, although I might not lead the most wonderful life, I still thank God for not giving me up. He believed in me. He believe that I will believe Him. He trust that I will trust Him.

By loving life, I am also loving God.
This is what I personally believe.


By the way, I dislike it when I meet people that I barely talk to, but I know them.
I don't know what to do. Do I say hi? Or ignore?
Or wait for them to say hi?
I am very anti-social. But who cares. At least I have God.
I mean, you don't really need friends when you have God.
But I choose to have friends though.
But a bit sad that my better friends are not Christians.
Expect for Ming Yee and Rachel.
I guess I only have 4 better friends.
Why do I have such few friends? Don't see a need to have few hundreds of friends when I have God and some true friends.
Friends are Angels that God send down to give you strength and hope.
Sometimes I think I am really special cause of my name Angel. But it's not really called Angel so maybe I am not that special. But in God's eyes EVERYONE is special.
Loving yourself gives God a smile each day.
Loving everything you have gives God strength to continue fighting Satan.
God will win. Because I believe in God and trust God.
God provide us with needs. It is us who want things. And God do not give us what we WANT because we can survive without it.
God do things for a good reason and I believe he will give us proper reasons for what he did.

I believe.
Angell.

Hi.


So tomorrow we have NDP training, which totally suck.
But unfortunately we do not have a choice. Which suck as well.
No CIP points some more. KNS.


I bought a new bag today! :D
It looks like more of my sister's style but I like it.
Might be using it tomorrow, although I scared I will accidentally make it dirty.
But it's really nice. :D


Anyways!
I have been thinking a lot lately. But when I want to blog about it they vanish into thin air.

Okay let me talk about my day.
Woke up at 12pm or something, then used computer for few hours, then my sister and I went out to meet my mom at Orchard.
Actually wanted to eat at Han's Place, but then it sort of disappeared mysteriously.
So we ate at Graffiti Cafe instead.
I drew 'Show Luo FTW' on the wall at Graffiti Cafe, since many wrote 'Lady Gaga rocks', 'SHINee ILY' and '2AM 2PM ONE DAY X333' thingy.
Actually I don't get the 2am and 2pm group thing.
Apparently they are a band which separate into 2 groups, 2 am and 2 pm.
Together they are called one day.
Why not 12am and 12pm? It's the part where am change to pm and pm change to pm what.
Oh well I guess I'm just weird.


Then we went shopping. :D
I bought a bag, mommy bought a hair accessory thing, sister bought a dress.
Overall today is fun.
And I learn that one should never aim too high.
Okay not really AIM.
I think it's more of one should not expect too much from someone.
Yep yep.
Example is like, you WISHED this person buy you a watch. But she didn't promise, you thought that she would. But in the end she didn't, even after you begged her. But you expected too much from that person, so if you don't get the watch, you should be blaming yourself, not that person.
This is what I learnt.


I need to study harder. I aim to pass all subjects for EOY.
If I work hard I will be able to pass for sure 100% guarantee.
Problem is I hate studying.
Hate it to the max.
Guess I'll have to force myself to like these subjects. Totally suck.
I want to get A1 cause my mommy will give me money. :D
Try hard and I'll get what I want. This is my motto.
Hahaha.


Okay blog more tomorrow, goodnight sleep tight remember to put on alarm tomorrow got NDP train don't be late! :D

Oh by the way! Come clean- Hilary Duff is nice. :D


Angeline Chua. I am not your typical girl. Not good with history or language, not good with people or crowd, not good with quarrels or bitches, but I am still me. Accept me for who I am, or not fuck off.

Love is supposed to be selfless, not the other way round.



Show Luo so handsome!
The above picture he look so cute! :D


Fuck I think I am sick.
I keep feeling very cold. Happened for 3 or 4 days already.
Sigh. Need more rest.

What a joke.

Got back results, not too bad. Not too good either.



I am needing God's strength.



I know God will never leave me alone.
God will only do things good for you, but no guarantee it won't be hurtful as you will learn better that way.

I believe God will chose your path for you, it is just your choice to listen or not.
He lives in your heart, talking to you always. It depends if you listen to Him or ignore Him.
God is not the bad guy. Satan is. God will not let his children be hurt. He will protect us all. I do believe it.
I believe there is a reason why I am going through all these.
I believe he will give me a perfect path to go. And I will try my very best to stay at peace and listen to Him. I know He will be here, right by me, taking me through all obstacles, guiding me through the mazes in life, and at the end of the mazes, I will meet Him, and he will bring me to Heaven, where He bless us with peace and love.
I believe Heaven is a beautiful place. A beautiful and peaceful place. A place filled with love from Jesus, love from everyone.
God asked us to forgive and forget as He forgave you for all your sins, so why can't you forgive others like hoe God forgave you? You can have tons of sins, but God washed them off. That is because he loves you. And He will not want to see His children hating each other, harming each other, and worse, killing each other.
Everyone share an equal right.

If only I can mediate. I can hear more from God. :(

Angell. I will try to forgive and forget.

This song is nice. :D



So I have some goals I have to accomplish, as written on my twitter, I will be writing them down here. :)


-Stop being so insulting.
-think before I act.
-try to be less stubborn.
-don't have to try step into someone else's shoes cause I always do that and in the end I get all the hurt. But I guess it'll depend. I don't know.
-Be more quiet at the right time.
-Be more understanding.
-Improve on studies.
-Try to 'upgrade' myself. I can't keep staying at square one right? :)


More tomorrow. :D


Show Luo FTW!

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x3333!


God, he's really damn cute!
Although he totally ignored my existence on the 签唱会, but my sister said he did look at me before I hand him the lyrics book thing.
By the way I shook hands with him. OMG HE'S DAMN SHUAI!
But I am quite upset he didn't smile at me. But at least I shook his hands. Good enough.


Tomorrow me and Hui Yan going to see him off. Ohmigod I am so going to shout 'I LOVE YOU SHOW' for sure!
Okay maybe not for sure but I'll try. :D


By the way I'm going to show people his signature. :D He is super CUTE!


Angell :D

This is a nice song. Seriously! :D

Anyway, today I thought of a lot of things to blog about but I am not gonna let my relaxation time be spent for blogging! So will blog one day about some random crap. :D

Very tempted to use Tumblr.
But I'm going to trying it out for some time, then see if it's good then decide whether to use Tumblr or stay using Blogger.

Okay monday will be the last exam, so do your best guys, and we can all go party after the exam! :D


Angell :D

You are all wrong.
You won't guess it correctly anyway. Might as well forget it all.





Hey guys, what's up? :D

Who's hugging buddha's leg now? Hahas.
I'm studying for science now. Kidding I'm using the computer.

So how's the exams everyone? Mine's good but geog and science I'm not very confident.


Okay I'm gonna go read until I can remember everything then go play some game. Nights everyone. :D


Age gap.

If I weren't here, will there be a difference?


Hi guys. :D
Today was Lit and Math examination.
It's fine, I hope I'll pass the exam.
Although it seems quite easy, I guess I'll still have to pray hard for me to pass.
I really really need to pass all subjects.
So hopefully I'll pass english. It's the only subject I am very worried of. For now.

To dream anything that you want to dream. That's the beauty of the human mind. To do anything that you want to do. That is the strength of the human will. To trust yourself to test your limits. That is the courage to succeed.
~Bernard Edmonds


汶轩:)

This is so meaningful with a touch of comedy.
Shane Dawson RULEZ!

If I am gonna meet that hot guy I saw yesterday in the library, I'll call it MIRACLE.
But is there miracle in this world? Let's wait to find out.

By the way, I've decided to name that guy as Chris Matthews Rider. Because he's an American and most or all Americans have middle names. So I created this name for fun.
Chris cause he looks like people with the name Chris.
Matthews because of Paige Matthews Halliwell.
Rider because of Alex Rider.

I wonder if Chris likes Jesse McCartney too. ;)


Angell. I'm living in Heaven on Earth.

你最近还好吗?
你和她还在一起吗?
看来你还没离开我的心里.
我很想你, 可是我不能拥有你.
昨晚竟然梦见你.
我知道在梦里和真实世界是不一样的.
但是梦见你之后我发现我真的很想念你.
可是你心里已经有了另一个她.
虽然你爱得人不是我,
可是只要你开心,我就会开心.
希望你会和她很开心的在一起到永远.
祝你幸福, 快乐.
爱你的我.

Okay, it's morning 10.26am, I am near to tears but held it back.
Well I did sneeze several times.


If I fall, will you try to catch me?
If I cry, will you hold me in your arms and cheer me up?
If I am angry, will you be able to tolerate me?
If I need some love, will you be able to give me?
If all I need to silence, will you be able to sense and let me be alone?
I know you can. I also know no one else can.
But you are far from me, with someone else.
I can only let things so by the flow. If we're not supposed to be, then so be it.


I AM SO NOT GONNA MARRY ANYONE.
CHICKEN FUCKERS, SO FRUSTRATED NOW.

Alyssa Milano aka Phoebe Halliwell. :D Chio! :DD






Bleeding love by Jesse McCartney. <333
No matter how much you hate a person you still have to love them as they are your sibling as God is our Father and He will not want to see us hate each other.
Forgive and forget is the key.
That's why our brain has limited space, for you to store happiness, not sadness and anger.
Life is too short to hate.


So I went out to study today, and I was checking out a guy instead. ><
Freaking HOT.
Looks like Jesse McCartney! A bit. Hahahas.
He keeps looking at me too.
But Hui Yan say he might be looking at her instead of me.
Who knows right!
Me and Hui Yan keep laughing and I accidentally knock until the rubbish bin.
Hurts like shit. LOL.
Wonder if the hot guy saw me when that happened or not.
If he did I'll never face him again.
Well no guarantee I'll see him again so I don't care.
BTW, He looked at me several times ya know! xD


Voulez vous coucher avec moi ce soir?

This is so frustrating.


To be accused by somebody sucks.

To always be alone when something bad happens sucks.

To not be able to get what I want sucks.

Where are you people when u guys are needed?
Contact you all don't reply. Good.


不开心时，我可以找谁?
Seriously, FUCK MY LIFE.


Currently I wish that tomorrow I won't have to go to school.
I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THESE. I NEED A REST. A REST!
OMG I wish I had borrowed a book today at the library. Might be send to RTC again tomorrow.
Need a book to read!

I WAS DAMN UNLUCKY TODAY.
FUCK, TOMORROW WILL SURELY BE ANOTHER UNLUCKY DAY.
ZZZ!




I've changed, why can't you see? Stop judging one by his cover, you're not being fair to me. I am not another typical troublemaker, I am trying my best to focus on my studies, but you, YES YOU, don't give me a chance to prove to you I am not the old Angeline anymore. Well yeah still trying my best to concentrate on studies but you are trying to ruin my plan on studying hard when you think you are helping. You are giving me more trouble, chicken. Can't you just mind your fucking business? I NEED SOMEE PEAC. LIKE SERIOUSLY! CAN'T YOU JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE AND GO ELSE WHERE TO 'HELP' SOMEONE ELSE STUDY HARD AND BE 'GOOD'. TRUST ME, YOU DON'T GIVE ME HELP. WHAT YOU GIVE IS TROUBLE. NOW WHO'S THE TROUBLEMAKER? ME, OR YOU.






This song is nice. Sister recommend to me yesterday. :)

The undying love of Jesus's.

God will be the winner, Satan will be the loser.



Hi.
I went for a haircut. It looks crappy.
I think I look nicer with long hair.
I tied up my hair the whole day. -.-

Cause of the haircut I will tie up my hair until my hair grow out or miracle happens and my hair become nice.



Okay, I regret cutting my hair but I think it's not that bad.
To get rid of my layer, I don't mind.




Well anyways. Will be going out my mom and sister later.


Happy Mothers' Day! x333

Guess what.

I FORGOT TO RETURN LIBRARY BOOKS, AGAIN.

Fuck my life.
Need to pay fines again.

WTF If I never lost my wallet this will never happen cause I will have the receipt and won't forget to return the books.


Will go return it later.

Just so you know.

Sounds like Leo and Piper's relationship.
Listen to the lyrics. :D


Officially addicted to Charmed and Jesse McCartney. :D


Angell. :D

In your eyes I can't see my reflection.

PHOEBE HALLIWELL x3

I'm feeling quite happy today. :)

Okay I am going to cut my hair and that's that.
I'll definitely cut it.
High possibility I'll regret but who cares hair can grow what.
And I wanna get rid of my layer.



by the way, my science is like shit. I need to study on physics and chemistry.
Biology is quite okay I guess.

HOPE THAT EXAM WILL COME SOON AND END SOON!
I hope everyone will pass their exams with flying colors. :P



Angell. :D

Once upon a time, there were fairies and unicorns.

Not in the mood to blog.
EXHAUSTED IS THE WORD TO DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL.
I need sleep. :(


By the way guys I wanna cut my hair do you guys think I should?
Shoulder length or a bit longer than shoulder length?

By the way, I'm gonna make a list of things that I currently want. :)
Yeah cause I'm bored. :(

1. Flawless skin. A bit impossible, I know.
2. Fairer skin.
3. Chop off my hair. Shoulder length or longer than shoulder length.
4. My brown hair was chopped off by the way. I went for a trim and wham it's gone. FML. So the fourth wish is to get back my NATURAL brown hair. Prolly it'll turn brown after sometime. I hope it does.
5. I want to change specs. Hahas.
6. Oh I want to watch Bai Quan Nv Wang!
7. I want to be a nun. Sounds silly but ya I wanna be a nun, for the time being.
8. Study really hard and get at least 70marks for EVERY SUBJECT. OMG I can't believe I said this. So difficult. :(
9. Colored contacts.
10. I lost almost all my rubber bands. So I need to buy some.

Okay off to sleep nights. :)

Because you live.

Isn't he hot?
Love the hair. :D








Back from Pasir Ris Park with Hui Yan and Jia Qi.

It was fun and all, we rented bikes and Jia Qi's bike look like it's for primary 3 kid one.
And she don't know how to ride a bike.
It's a miracle she didn't fall. :D

Well then we and Hui Yan was like riding bike and chatting.
Then we reach the end of the park.
We were like," Where is Jia Qi? Shit..."

Then we turn back and find.
We split up to find Jia Qi.
Then 2 ladies with 2 big dogs were in front, blocking my way.
Then I go ride on the grass. Then I effing fall down.
Not really fall, but I hurt my toe. :(

then the arse hole ladies laugh at me.
So when they go 'kick' them when they went off.
Fucking dogs.


Then I contact Hui Yan, she came to my rescue.
We saw Jia Qi when I got up. (I was sitting on the road)


Jia Qi slacked the whole time. LOL.

We spend lots of money on drinks by the way. :(



Then we went to play water.
We were thoroughly wet cause Jia Qi fell down in the water then she pull us into the water together.
Then we keep playing. Hahahas!


Okay then we went to dry ourselves up and went to play at the playground.
Hui Yan's parent came to pick us up then we went home. :D


Okay end of the day. :D

I have to confess. I...

AHHHH JUSTIN BIEBER!

Anyways,
I REALLY DISLIKE ICE CREAMS.


Yes. I hate them.
Okay whenever I eat ice cream I will feel nauseous.


Hey how about make this a confession post!


Okay. I confess, my rubber bands went missing without reasons.
I mean, I take it off, put it on the table and I never see it again.


Next I confess I like to sing but I have horrible voice.
Well I think I sound horrible.


I confess that I am easily irritated.


I mood swing alot.

I like to kick trees.

I really hate my family members sometimes.

I have a very close friend that is like a sister to me. Or rather I HAD a close friend that WAS like a sister to me.

I am not really a cheerful person inside.

I hate it when I cry in front of people. Fucking embarrassing.

I don't like to be at home early cause no one's at home until 7pm.

I love flowers.

I think my actions are really childish but my thinking is not.

I don't think I should say this, but I am sadistic. I like to see people being murdered/ tortured/ killed/ internal organs dug out/ bloody scenes. God forgive me. :(

I like horror movies and stories but I do not want them to happen to me.

I think girls with short hair are hideous. :X (Shorter than shoulder length is short.)

I hate it when people jump to conclusion.

I want to be a lawyer/ model/ photographer/ dancer/ singer/ accountant.

I like to talk to myself.

I think a lot about everything and anything everyday every moment every second.

English is my favorite language among Chinese Malay Tamil and English.

Would like to learn to speak in French.

I do not know how speak Hokkien even though I am Hokkien. Err rephrase my sentence.

I like the name Kahlan/ Kahlen.
I wish to change my FB name to Angeline Phoebe Halliwell but that would only confuse my relatives/ friends/ acquaintances.

I don't perspire much.

My hair don't stay at one place.

Inuyasha is my favorite anime.

Fated to love you is my favorite chinese drama.

Charmed is my favorite english drama.

I hate friend snatchers. I would love to slap them in the face.

I hate hypocrites. I mean, WHO DOESN'T?

I think some people are just NOT meant to be friends. They should be strangers. Or not they can only be enemies. OH I KNOW MANY OF THESE PEOPLE.

I like being praised. Well who doesn't like it.

Hate it when people vent anger on me. Fuck yourself.

I love show/ movies/ short clips that are touching and make me weep.

Sometimes I have the urge to run into the road and let a car drive pass me just to see how people will react when I am dead/ unconscious.

I really really hate cheap women.

I confess that I was so tired I didn't realise I was reading a book upside down.
(I wasn't focusing.)

I think my close friends are really super women and men cause they can tolerate my self-centeredness and ridiculousness.

I hate people who deliberately destroy others' friendship by making up stories. Fuck yourself if you're so bored.

I confess that I am not a healthy person cause I am always eating mac and instant noodles.

I have this feeling that I lack blood. ><>