I'm sad because I disobeyed God. I procrastinated.



I just, really want my dream to come true.
Amount of energy I have for wanting to complete my dream can run around the whole Earth.
I tried everything but there are so many obstacles.
I prolly didn't try hard enough.
I prolly am too slow.
I need to keep praying. Hopefully God can feel my sincerity.

Amen.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RACHEL ANG!

I went to the used textbook program today.
I feel very satisfied for helping people out today and helping myself too.
Reached home at approximately 3pm as it was raining heavily and had lunch/dinner after a nice bathe.


I feel guilty. But I know my situation and I sort of need it.
I mean, it is his fault but I do not want him to be punished.
I don't know, maybe I am a bad person.

Toodles people!

I will never be alone because God is here.





I didn't go to dance practice today because my back is hurting like... Crap.
I'm actually very scared that it might snap. So I will be resting for now. And I am just a reserve so I don't think I matter much in the dance.
Prolly need to get MC to prove but I have no idea how to get one for backache.
I will practice a little at home so I won't be the only one that doesn't know how to dance the steps.
I really am old.


Year 2010 will soon be history and I learn a lot in this year, and hopefully next year I will be more sensible and make better choices.

Turn up for all church services because when everybody doubts you, bullies you, give up on you, despise you, God always believe in you, care for you, not giving up on you and love you.

Study daily, and I know many people will not believe I would, but I will prove to them I can study hard and get good grades. I want everybody that bet I will not do well next year wrong, and to do my parents and God proud.

Make a schedule and stick to it.

Love my enemies, love people that stayed even when I made wrong choices and was despised by almost everyone more.

Studies are more important than recreations.

Putting everything behind studies, family and, most importantly, God.

Learn to appreciate people and things that I have more.

The list goes on and on. Too much to list.
I have a lot to do today. Hopefully I will complete it all in time.


I will never be alone because God is here.

OM NOM NOM NOM NOM!
HAI. I am Angeline and I love my sister's prom dress.
I couldn't take a nice picture of it because I am a lousy photographer. I have no talent.


I on my computer few moments ago and it is 7.33pm now.
Nothing much happened and hopefully nothing bad will happen during the whole of december holiday.

Guess what? I have new FB profile picture!
Credits to Fiona for taking the picture and adding effects to the picture!


I went to dance today and it was raining and I did not bring an umbrella so I ended up being soaked during dance class and I am so glad to have a nice warm bath when I reach home. After I was out of the shower, mom bought me rice and it was scrumptious. Thanks, ma! Then I stayed in moma's room and listen while she sing. She just went out a while ago. Dad's watching tv and laughing. Pretty nice!


Putting in effort to reach success.

I'm not sure about life, about love, about you.

Hey y'all!
I went to Northpoint and bought 2 new shirts and a necklace from Cotton On. :)

I'll be having dance practice on tuesday, wednesday, thursday and friday. What kind of holiday is this.
We are training for SYF and I think everybody will be involved.
Also, we are training for Secondary 1 orientation to attract more students to join Chinese Dance. Only some people are involved and I am extremely glad I was not chosen because I rather sit around and look at them practice. :X
I actually suck at dancing so most of the time I am not chosen.


I really don't like it when people are negative and upset. I know I have been put in those situations when you really don't feel like living anymore and you feel useless and a burden. I get it when you find "burden shared is burden halved" bullshit and that it should actually be "burden shared is burden doubled" due to loads of reasons. But life is so short and it's such a waste for being upset and suicidal over stupid people and problems. I've only lived around a quarter or less of my life and I'll still have more problems coming my way. So cheer up and say "fudge you to agony" and be happy.

I'm feeling happy today. It was raining just now but that's okay. I am more careless nowadays so I'll have to be more cautious. So overall it's a beautiful day today. :)

A heart that is partially permeable? Mine.
I let some people get in to my heart, and some times push them out.
Some times I let the wrong people get in and push the right people out.
I find out eventually at times but some times i don't.
Some how I stop trusting people I just know for a while so I don't get back stabbed but then I don't trust them so they don't trust me. It's a crazy thing, trust.



I know You can do it, God. You will help me. I'm begging You, please.

Thanks to those who hated me, you made me a stronger person. Thanks to those who loved me, you made my heart bigger. Thanks to those who envied me, you made my self-esteem grow. Thanks to those who cared, you made me feel important. Thanks to those who worried, you let me know that you care. Thanks to those who left, you showed me that not everything is forever. Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me the meaning of true friends. Thanks to those who entered my life, you made me who I am today. -Fiona's blog.

I am a stronger person, have a big heart, self absorbed, know that nothing in everlasting but I don't feel important or cared for or the true meaning of friends because I don't have much.

I injured myself during dance and out of a sudden, I've no idea why I got two bruises. Angel say my veins burst. Okay, don't laugh. Actually, I laughed at her too, until she gave me that serious face so I try to believe her. I still doubt her but she experienced before so, I believed. I think it's still funny. -Rachel's blog

Not exactly vein burst, is blue black but blue black is caused by the little veins that "burst". If too much blood you will have blood clot when the blood dry inside. But I still don't know why your blue black is green. :X



I want something and I will do everything for it but there is just so little that I can do to just increase only a little percentage of obtaining it.


Went for dance this morning and I look so blur cause I did not attend the previous practice. After dance I had mac with Rachel and went home for a nap. Woke up at 8pm and I am still a bit tired.

I will do everything and pray for God's help everyday.